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I Miss you but I dont want you back ...

Somehow, I find myself missing you today, perhaps because the anniversary just passed. You know, I never felt as loved as I did when I was with you. I felt I belonged to you, like your eyes were always on me. Even if it was just an illusion, I cherished those moments. But as they say, forever does have its expiry date, and ours did too. Looking back, I'm not sure if you were ever truly in love with me. A part of my heart believes I was loved and adored. I'm uncertain if things changed later or if I was just imagining it, but I was blissfully happy with you. I never wanted this relationship to end. I remember how I went against society, my peers, and my relatives for you. I convinced them you were the best and that you would always be there. Then, suddenly, everything changed when everyone realized you were the best thing that had happened to me. You changed. You weren't there for me anymore. Suddenly, you started hating my presence, my calls, everything about me. "We&q
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Her Birthday

 OMG! Why the hell do I have to always go late on her birthday when she hates it "  Rudra thinking in his mind. It is Aish's birthday and she has been at home the whole day waiting for me and here I am stuck at work and won't be able to reach home by 9 pm.  Now, I am not sure what to do. Why does this happen to me always :(  " sighs Rudra.  And there is nothing I can do about it except for unconditional apologizing irritated Rudra said to himself.  I can't even deliver flowers, jewelry, and cards because Aish is different, she doesn't like this she just wants me and my time and I am really lucky that I have her in my life, she is a blessing for me. Yesterday she has asked me to take leave for a day but I couldn't,   Rudra was mumbling and cursing himself while packing his laptop in hurry. There was a lot of thoughts which was running in his head such as Do I really deserve such a beautiful soul, I am no good for her, I never tried to make her feel special
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Birthday Girl

It was a bright day in February I was happy sipping coffee, watching the sun rise along with the hustle and bustle of the day  and thinking .. Thank God I need not rush today .. because it is my birthday today and I am on leave for the day...  My birthday falls in February just a week before the Valentines day  have so many memories attached to it but I can never forget the date 6 Feb 2005 ... It was the most memorable birthday.. Good 15 years have passed and seems like yesterday..  So here I go in flashback where I was a young beautiful confident girl and engineer from the private college factories that were mushrooming in UP those days.  I really do not want to get into the discussion about engineering as we can go on and on  .. and by the ways engineering is not just studies its the way of life..  Those days ..in fact even today ..every middle class family wants  their son/daughter be a doctor or an engineer and these mushrooming engineering colleges gave us the wings ... So I had c
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